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Marcelo Motta Diary Entry Sunday, 21 March 1971
Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH
10.45 pm: Start preparations to invoke Geni of Carcer of ע.
11.10 pm: Invocation started.
A volcano exploding in eruption . . . the smoke goes up and turns into the Womb of Our Lady of the Stars. The thought came to me: but there must be a link between this and the material world, a physical key; and the thought came: there is, of course: it is the sex act; more specifically, perhaps, the St. George position? The thought came, too, that since every woman is an incarnation of Nuit, which woman does not matter.[1] Then I thought: or man? . . . And the intimation came that the use of men is not for me.[2] Also, that I may be used afterwards. Scandal? But now—doubt it. I shall continue invoking. If I can!
About 11.35 pm close Vision. Confirms thought and Seal of A∴ Women to be used. I am a woman (or a "boy") only to the Highest. Also, lack of scruples ("I" don't like it . . .). They can be bought, or lied to. The only condition is: that they should co-operate in copula. Also, that I should fortify myself, also that the Utmost can only happen through Her Mercy. Or, if you prefer, Her Bounty (I do prefer!).
I must now invoke the dome of ע. This here is what I must do to reach 6 from 8. It remains to know what 6 does to "help" me. (Nota Bene: But She is 6!)
(There follow qabalistic calculations, omitted.)
1—We must remark once more that those invocations were being done by a Magister Templi, and from the standpoint of Binah. 2—This is entirely personal, referring to the Star, and not to the Grade.
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