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Marcelo Motta Diary Entry Wednesday, 9 July 1969
Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH
Preparations started at 10.30 pm approximately.[1] Start at 10.35 pm; finish at 10.42 pm. Very hard to enter; when I entered, was in a garden. The thought came to me: this is the Garden of Pan; then fear came to me; then the thought, what am I afraid of? I am the Lord of the Garden! Then I tried to go up the Shaft; and the ruddy clouds opened above me.[2] And this was of Liber CCCLXX. Then I thought, there is little to see, but much work to be done. Then I aspired to know the details: how shall I know when to go into a woman or not (funny: the thought of men did not occur to me there)? And the answer came: These are matters of detail; the Geni will instruct me. So I must work on their Seals. Therefore I came back, and assumed the shape of H-P-K. And came back.[3] But now it occurs to me that I did not banish the Seal; which I shall now do.
1—Although no mention is made, obviously this invocation was of the Path of Ayin, probably under the Sigil of Capricorn. 2—The speed with which the Seer passes from one symbol to another may bewilder the beginner. It is due to many years of meditation and recitation of the Holy Books, as prescribed in the Tasks. Also, let it be observed that the Seer did not limit himself to learning only one Chapter by heart of each Book, but followed the advice of his Instructor in this matter. 3—Meaning, returned to normal consciousness.
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