Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Wednesday, 24 December 1941

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 36.

     

Woke 6 again.

     

8 (1)[Heroin] quite inadequate.

     

8 3/4 (2)[Heroin] Diarrhoea.

     

11 Still not quite ok. Is that “capitalistic” theory right after all? (3)[Heroin].

     

3-4 Good sleep.

     

4 1/2 (4)[Heroin] to do Yi. Noticed that I do (after 35 years at it!) know nearly all the hexagrams by heart.

     

5 1/2 No good: I started on the Yi and got Fire and Water mixed up. It was a good effort, too: I shall acquiesce in [I Ching hexagram] Ming I. 7 After a rest.

     

Disliking M&A[tropine] so much, I shall take a small (5)[Heroin] at 7 1/4.

     

Did so, felt much better—I have not felt really well all day—but refused resolutely to have another go at the Yi.

     

F[ortnum] & M[ason] Wine Dept barricaded!! But no tommy-guns so far.

     

Dream 24-25 I drank a little beer that had been left in a glass by mistake. Spat it out, went & washed mouth out etc but thought “Well that’s a useful thing to remember—I like the taste”.

     

Pommard [wine] ‘34 Dolamore [wine] 36 Baker St.

 

 

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